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[Oct. 11th, 2009|12:34 am] |
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Surprise!
Meet me at the airport tomorrow?! |
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[Sep. 29th, 2009|09:25 pm] |
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Chlo, will you come out with me?
Bi's here and I...yeah, I can't. Not right now.
Outplskthx. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2009|05:40 pm] |
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Today a social worker came, and she took Theo away. Apparently without Alessa, I offer an unstable home.
Yes, because losing my wife AND MY GODDAMN SON is so going to KEEP me from offing myself, you goddamn fucking whores. FUCK YOU I want him back :(
I want them both back. |
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| Filtered to David and Alessa |
[Sep. 13th, 2009|08:54 pm] |
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David, I know things are !!! right now. But if you need time to unwind, you know you're always welcome here. For whatever 'unwind' might mean. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2009|06:23 pm] |
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Oh dear god, I have decided that Theo makes the best faces ever. Of course I say this and the next second Zoe comes in her wearing Kali's knickers on her head. And Bianca is pointing at her and laughing. Oh, I've raised them well!
I miss Tamm and Kay and I want them to come back and we can put the babies all together and watch them play! The girls are so cute with Theo. They're fascinated by him. Bianca asked me why he had small ears.
Having kids is just the most incredible thing. |
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[May. 11th, 2009|05:09 pm] |
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You absolute fucking monster. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2009|10:19 pm] |
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It's my birthday!! Come worship me and love up my children!!
Our son is amazing. He's so small and beautiful. I haven't slept in days and I don't care. I'm so happy. So very, very happy.
:D! |
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[Apr. 15th, 2009|11:07 am] |
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Alessa and I are going to adopt a little boy!! He was born a few days ago and we plan on giving him so much love he won't know what to do with it. He gets to come home to us tomorrow, which gives us one day to buy a million things. But Peter the softy is going baby shopping with us this afternoon. We can use most of the stuff from the girls over again since we still have one of everything. I think Katie has the other one still? But we need newborn diapers and bottles and everything again. As well as boyclothes! I'm so excited! We're going to be his caretakers until the adoption is finalised so he gets to be with us for the whole process.
My girls just turned two and now there will be another tiny baby in the house! I'm so happy!
His name is Theodore :) And I'll show off pictures of his adorableness later!! |
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| To Those in the Know |
[Mar. 17th, 2009|06:43 pm] |
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Today I was sulking because no one's found Thomas yet, so I went to visit Chloe. Because Chloe's still here and that's important. I chatted with Tallulah, who is a riot and a half, and then I came home and I was sulking more. And then my daughter Zoe came up to me and gave me a picture of a flower she'd found in a book. Which, destruction of property aside, was absolutely darling.
And then, not to be outdone, Bianca made up a song about Mummy and stars and fishes, which was adorable and now I want to put it to metal.
For I am hardcore.
I'm not okay about Thomas. I want him found. I love him. And I'm terrified about this disease because it keeps hurting the people I love. My best friend's daughter and my cousin Anna and dear Allanah. God forbid it get to anyone else. (You're being careful with yourself, Mara and James, right, Spectre? And D Ro, what about you?) But life here in my safe little haven? It's good. |
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[Nov. 29th, 2008|02:16 pm] |
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I'm surrounded by children who are almost two and it's frightening.
We're going to visit cousin Peter today though, and there will be MORE children and *cackles*
Peter says he's been reading letters my Aunt Louise wrote her best friend. He's going to show them to me. I think it's cool that he can read about his mum's past. I bet my mum would never let me read HER letters.
But you know..she's still alive, and hence she would be mortified by my knowing the many dirty secrets I know she's hiding underneath those well kept clothes!
That sounded all kinds of wrong.
Anyway, my entire point is that I'm going to start writing stuff down. And maybe someday Bianca and Zoe can read it and be mortified/amazed/amused and know they have always been loved.
Keep it real, Muffins! |
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[Nov. 10th, 2008|11:35 pm] |
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Angry suit: When is this plane going to take off? I have a very important meeting to get to!
Flight attendant: The incoming plane is delayed, sir, there's nothing we can do at the moment.
Angry suit: Well, are you going to make arrangements for me to get on another flight? This is urgent! Do you know who I am?
Flight attendant (over loudspeaker): Excuse me, ladies and gentlemen, there is a gentleman at the desk who does not know who he is. If anyone has any information about his identity, please come forward.
Midway Airport
Chicago, Illinois
That flight attendant is my hero. After years and years of customer service, I wish I'd thought of that one!
Having two toddlers around is exhausting, especially when we're one parent down now. Damn Kali and her travelling. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2008|07:42 pm] |
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So, I'm alive and everything. Which I can now consider to be of the good. I'm tired a lot. Having nightmares. It's still hard to do some things. But I'll be okay.
I'm really sorry I pretty much fucked up again. Seemed like a good idea at the time...
Anyway. ( Isa inspired me ) |
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| Filtered to Peter |
[Oct. 14th, 2008|11:02 am] |
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Peter?
Thank you. |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2008|01:31 pm] |
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I'm going to be fine. I'm talking to Abby and working things out.
I feel better than I have in a long, long time. All thanks to Isabelle's photograph. See, art can heal. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2008|11:25 pm] |
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I am bored. |
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| Filtered to Chloe |
[Sep. 19th, 2008|05:32 pm] |
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Abby's letting me post because it's good for my like...mental state or whatevs.
What I did isn't your fault. I did it. Not you. I'm not dead lalala, apparently I'm not even when I want to be.
Also? I heard what happened with Yvonne's girlfriend. I've done shit like that before. And while I'm not exactly in an understanding 'lean on me for I shall carry you' place because I can't even carry myself, I just...guess I want you to know you're not alone.
So I said it. |
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| Filtered to Alessa and Pierre |
[Aug. 23rd, 2008|11:33 pm] |
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Hey, so...
This is going to make me sound like a hobag. But whatever. Pierre, Alessa and I have this...agreement thing. Sort of...well it's...
Argh.
Pierre, do you want to come sleep with my wife and I? Because I sort of want to be with a man and you're kind of the only one we trust not to just do it because "Waheyhey TWO GIRLS!" |
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| To those in the know, filtered away from Misha |
[Aug. 3rd, 2008|11:31 pm] |
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Apparently I live with a vampire now. If she thinks my kinds are tasty treats I'll shove a stake so far up her blood drinking arse, her mouth will look like a fucking fountain.
I know I shouldn't threaten, but it worries me... |
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[Jul. 30th, 2008|08:06 pm] |
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Bianca's birthday was three days ago.
I didn't notice. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2008|07:27 pm] |
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Liiifeeeeeee MEME.
( I can no longer hide! )
That was fun! Now I'm off to play with my gorgeous daughters who will be waking up soon! My mother keeps referring to them as 'the twins'. GRARGH I hate that. As if the only thing that is important about them is that they're twins. It's like...if you're a twin you automatically don't exist without the other one. "When can we see the twins again? Will the twins be there?" YES ZOE AND BIANCA WILL BE THERE. I loathe it when people refer to any set of twins as 'the twins' instead of using their names. But she's my mother so I shudder and ignore it. Anyone else and I'd set them straight...
Maybe it's just a pet peeve...
Anyhoohoo I found a bunch of old pictures. So old my hair isn't even pink in a lot of them. Should I scan and post them? |
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| Filtered to Thomas |
[Jul. 13th, 2008|01:28 pm] |
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God.
I'm so glad you're okay... |
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| Filtered to Alessa! |
[Jul. 3rd, 2008|08:42 am] |
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Alessa, Honey, I want Jorja... |
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[Jun. 29th, 2008|05:47 pm] |
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Foxy ladies come in to Lugosi's, I have to say!
And now Kali's talking about having babies and Ethan's going into shock and so I have to show off my own! (And you know...Ethan's too...)
( Bianca and Zoe )
I'm so glad things are okay again. Good again. It's such a relief to be able to breathe. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2008|09:17 pm] |
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Okay. I'm clearing things up here.
I did not cheat on my wife. I tried because I was drunk and depressed about one of my oldest friends dying and I didn't know what I was doing and that's still not an excuse. Luckily, Thomas is an upstanding man and he stopped me. So I didn't cheat on Alessa. And thank fucking fuck too. Because I love her and if I actually had cheated on her like that, I would never forgive myself.
We are going to be just fine. We've been honest and we've worked everything out. We're in love. Relationships are a process and you never get to stop growing and evolving. When something like this happens, it's a clear sign that something is wrong, and needs to be fixed. I was wrong. It's been fixed.
And now Kali is going to be okay and so is Thomas and I am just...so relieved. |
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| To Alessa |
[Jun. 16th, 2008|10:16 pm] |
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Alessa, we should talk. And work things out. Because I am not depriving our children of another mother because I am selfish and stupid and I'm afraid I can't fix me.
I love you. Our children love you. And I know you love me.
Everything else, we can work on.
I should probably also note that I am not taking no for an answer. Just FYI. |
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[Jun. 15th, 2008|11:19 pm] |
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Why the hell am I so fucking fucked up?! |
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| Filtered to Spectre |
[Jun. 10th, 2008|09:54 pm] |
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I don't think I'll ever be able to apologise enough... |
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[May. 17th, 2008|11:03 pm] |
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Oh and a hearty, great FUCK YOU to the world.
It gave my Kali leukemia.
Kill it. Kill it now. Stupid, useless world.
Fuck. |
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[May. 3rd, 2008|11:48 pm] |
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Hey, Mish? I heard you were looking for a place. There's a place here in Alessa's old bedroom. And I already called D Ro who's over in the colonies and she said it's sounds good to her!
Want a room with two old married couples and two kick arse babies? It's rent free and has an artist studio! *dangles enticingly* You like dogs right? Dogs who aren't Panther? Bernard is quite dignified. Sometimes I think he's my father in furry form...
As for the rest of you, hey, 'sup, Breadbaskets?! |
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[Apr. 26th, 2008|05:16 pm] |
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I never updated about the honeymoon! Way to slack, Kittypants. My wedding was awesome, as is my wife. My dad said he was PROUD of me and Briar Rose rocked the CASBAH for places to get married!
The honeymoon was fantastic. Amsterdam is beautiful and I got totally stoned and Alessa and I giggled about Van Gogh and one ear and things that make no sense now that I am not stoned. But we saw the Van Gogh exhibit. Bi would have been so jealous. She loved her Vincent. Hence her cat's name. And he still is her cat, even though he lives with me. So I bought a Van Gogh t-shirt I am never going to wear just because Bianca would have liked it.
Coming back here was good, as Alessa and I missed our little baby girls! Who turned one on the day of our wedding and we felt like we were missing things! Bianca and Zoe will be the end of me, I think. I get lost in their eyes.
The other wedding was gorgeous too. Love is brilliant! And yesterday I turned 22 and I feel old! Today is baby Thomas's first birthday so the chickas and I are headed over to Peter and Aly's. I want cake-face pictures!
Love and snuggles! |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2008|11:57 am] |
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I'm going clubbing with my giant gay protege tonight!! WHOOHOO! I haven't clubbed in WAY too long.
If I see Satan's Valet, however? I'm running in the opposite direction. Well actually, "I'm marrying a woman in 10 days" should do the trick.
I'M MARRYING A WOMAN IN 10 DAYS!!! And my girls will be a year old. Dear LORD. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2008|06:57 pm] |
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So D Ro and Kay are back and Rosa's in transit...so it feels like it's okay to announce this.
Alessa and I are going to get married :D We got engaged on Valentine's Day. It was wonderful! |
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[Feb. 17th, 2008|02:37 pm] |
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FUCKING WATER RUINING THE DANCE STUDIO!!
Aaauuuurrggghhhh WTF. We had to run downstairs to save all of Alessa's artwork. I'm glad most the apartment is on the top floor...god. |
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| Filtered to Spectre |
[Feb. 15th, 2008|10:42 pm] |
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I'm going to get married, Spectre. I'm marrying my Alessa.
And I wanted to tell Thomas. But he's gone. Uhm...next time you see him, could you tell him? I just...I wanted him to know first. It just seems better that way, I guess.
Kay's coming back. In case you didn't see. Tamm found her and they're coming back. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2008|07:53 pm] |
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They just said on the news.
It's not a marketing campaign.
It's blood. The Thames is blood.
What.the.fuck. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2008|09:13 pm] |
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I'm still at Vic Lane (staying until the time is right to leave and bugger off if you don't think it's the right thing to do) but I miss my babies!!
Ethan! Bring me my babies!! Please!? |
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[Dec. 19th, 2007|08:43 pm] |
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SO! Last week a certain someone talked me in to trying out for a job at a theatre restaurant because Dante's is nice, but I want more. And then I told a certain someone else who is named Chloe...and we had a fantastic idea.
And we auditioned to work in the stage show at Lugosi's! It's this theatre restaurant with a vampire theme! There's a ghost train and a stage show and it's awesome! The next show is called Necrotica and it starts soon! I'm doing a few things in it! One with a sexy mistress of lust and waffles! I get to sing and dance and wear sexy costumes and bend and twist and get PAID for it!! A lot of paid! YAY!
Things are going okay. Which is nice. It's really nice. |
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